An inexplicable sadness interspersed with bouts of melancholy
afflicts me tonight. The turbulence inside my heart
is deeper than the motion of the waves that rise and fall on a full moon’s night.
I can feel the Universe trying to send me a message,
the details of which are too abstruse
to be understood by the dull human faculties of comprehension.
Withdrawn from the world that surrounds me,
I tread precariously within the recesses of my mind,
trying to make sense of the vague fears there.
Lacking in courage and faith, I feel too numb
to walk the path of rationality.
All that I seek is an escape from the pain that throbs in my nerves.
All that I receive are answers shrouded in mystery and uncertainty.